The door’s triple locked and I’ve got food in here in case I need to stay for a while. The blaster Sarah gave me is with me and I’ve got it focused on the doorway should MaMa actually come.

I don’t know if this will be my last post ever. If all goes according to my plan it won’t be.

But just in case:

To Hux, my brother: Thank you for finding me again. I know it was hard to open up to me and I really appreciate it. Ren will watch over you when I can’t, and you’re really tough so I don’t worry so much. I’ll try to become a ghost so I can haunt you (nicely). I love you.

To Matt: Mattie. Don’t panic. You always try to protect me but this time I’m protecting you. Our secret dream can still come true (you know which one I’m talking about) but… You might have to enjoy it by yourself, big guy. I love you.

To MP, who has been so good to me: I can’t even begin to describe how happy your friendship has made me. Watching movies and hanging out with you has been the highlight of my days. I’m not so good with words, but I hope you only miss me for a little while and can move on quickly. I’m really not worth so many tears, okay? I love you.

To Sarah: I’m having a hard time typing now because I’m crying really hard but thank you. Thank you for your kindness. For your love. It means the world to me. I’d never had spaghetti before I met you but now it gives me such good memories that I’d happily eat even the world’s worst plate of it. I love you.

To the mysterious love letter writer: I’m sorry I couldn’t meet you before… all this mess started. I kept waiting for your next note but I only got MaMa’s. Thank you for brightening up my days. Please love someone else soon, someone better. I love you.

Bye, everyone. I’ll see you in the morning. Hopefully.

[T3CH13N1C1@N posted at 11:42PM]