Sarah felt her heart drop, she was afraid something like this would happen. “D-do you like him too?” she asked, trying her best to hide the tears that started welling up inside of her. She swallowed hard. “You…You can be with him, if you…you want-I want you to be h-happy” She didn’t want to lose him, but she knew if she truly loved him, she’d have to let him go if that’s what he wanted.

Techie took a deep breath. This wouldn’t be easy to say… “I d-did like Matt. A lot. I wanted the s-secret letter writer to be him… For weeks I’d been daydreaming of him holding me, touching me, marrying me.” He takes Sarah’s hands in his and gives them a gentle squeeze. He’s so, so terrified of screwing this up. But it’s better to come clean all at once.

“He kissed me th-this morning. And I…liked it.” His cheeks burn with shame. The ground should swallow him up right this instant; It’s better than he deserves.

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