TechieHux

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There’s a moment of stillness when the air around them turns heavy with cold and in the next moment Ren feels the surface of the wall pressing against his back and his hands are held high above his head. His first instinct is to panic, but as soon as he catches the sight of a pair of blue eyes grinning at him from above, he freezes. Not once he’s been so close to Hux.

  The older man is almost his height, and from close looks his face softer at the edges, though sharpness still dominates most of it.

  “Hux,” he hisses to mask the growing uncomfort. He tries to move his hands and break free, but Hux won’t have that.

  “You are shivering,” he says after a short pause. His knee presses between Ren’s legs until he’s forced to spread them.

  “Stop that,” Ren asks him. His face is flushed and his skin is tingling. Ren is no stranger to the arousal, though he only hardly ever lets lose himself in fantasy of any kind. For years he’s known only loneliness and he is afraid he will crumble under Hux’s touch.

  Hux leans closer until his lips brush Ren’s ear. His breath his hot against Ren’s freezing skin. “Are you sure?” he asks. “Because I can see in your eyes, that you don’t want me to.” He starts to nip at Ren’s throat, licking and biting and abusing the skin until a broken moan escapes past Ren’s lips.

  “Just like that, Ren,” he murmurs his praises. One of his hands travels down, not quite touching though Ren wants it more than he’s ever wanted anything else.

  “Please,” he begs brokenly, which catches Hux’s attention. He raises his head and his eyes shine like eyes of a hunter who caught his prey.

  “You sound sweet when you beg.” He slowly opens Ren’s trousers and pushes them down, while he is humming. His eyes are fixed on Ren’s face and the knight is shaking. His mouth is wide opened and his eyes are closed. And then he feels a light pressure against his rim, fingers trying to find its way in and he tenses.

  “You are tight,” murmurs Hux into the crook of his neck. “It’s hard to believe I won’t be your first. Such pity.” He kisses his neck again.

  “You are,” Ren whispers and the panic is creeping back. “… My first…” There is a moment if silence and then Hux’s hand retreats. When he looks upon Kylo, he seems surprised.

  “What-?” But he already can see that Ren isn’t lying. His eyes are filled with tears. They look like broken mirrors.

  It takes only a second, one word to shatter the ilisuon of control. Ren takes a deep breath and he keeps looking at Hux like a kicked dog.

“I am sorry,” he finally says soundlessly, buckles his pants and turns on his heel to leave but Hux’s hand shoots forward and keep him in the place. This time Hux kisses him, putting aside the violence.

  “I won’t have you like this,” Hux says at last. “Your first time shouldn’t be in some shitty corridor against the wall.” He pauses and then he adds. “Not on my watch.”

For Cassie❤️