Update #3

We’ve decided to “evacuate” to my grandma’s house. Their house is a lot sturdier than mine. Our roof is really old and messed up. I’m packing up my stuff and protecting what I can’t take with me as much as I can.

Estimates are saying that the power will be off for WEEKS once Irma hits 😨 Probably no more updates until it comes on, as I’ll need to conserve battery and there won’t be any internet.

Irma hits us tonight, so if anybody has something they’d like to tell me before then, speak now or forever hold your peace!

See you guys on the other side ✌

She giggled when techie pulled her into her lap. And kissed him back. “I love you so much darling!” And she smiled, tears in eyes. “You’re my everything, techie. You’re all I need and all I could ever want. I love you so much” she kissed him again.

He melted into her sweet kisses, focusing on Sarah and not on his horrible, horrible thoughts. Techie kissed back like she the air he needed to breathe, running his hands through her hair and hugging her so close. From somewhere nearby came a loud, pointed cough. 

Techie pulled away, face flushed, and gave a little laugh.

soljua:

reasons i haven’t replied back:

– i’m socially exhausted
– i don’t have the time right now
– i don’t know how to reply
– i have a bad memory and got distracted
– i’m having a depressive episode and don’t have the energy to socialise

not reasons i haven’t replied back:

– i’m ignoring you just because
– i hate you
– i’m fed up with you
– i don’t want to be your friend anymore

18 for the ask meme!

What aspect of your muse’s personality is most important to you?

Techie has a quiet tenacity and strength, I think. No matter what you put him through, he’ll make it out the other end. Maybe banged up and worse for wear, but alive. Still kicking! 

What aspect of your muse’s personality do you think is most important to them?

He struggles to see anything positive about himself, so instead of focusing on his good traits, he hyper-fixates on his anxiety. Techie has reduced himself to his faults and nothing else.

Is it the same?

Sadly, no.

Why or why not?

I have the benefit of seeing him from an outsider’s perspective, unclouded by any negative (and wrong) thoughts he might have of himself. So I get to see his gentle heart, and all the good things he ignores in himself ❤ 

Meanwhile, he’s convinced himself that he’s a good-for-nothing fuck-up, and since that’s what he expects to see when he looks in the mirror, all the good stays hidden. 

Thank you for the ask! 

Status Update #2

Put up a bunch of shutters and cleared the yard of projectiles. Also packed an emergency bag for me and my dog. He’s been anxious and easy-to-spook all day, and you can already feel the weather changing.

I’m hoping that it won’t do much damage, but my blind optimism won’t actually change anything :C