Shipping is not bad
Shipping is not activism nor does it reflect your morals
Shipping is for fun, for coping or just to explore relationships that may seem interesting for you
You’re not doing anything wrong, you’re not doing anything nasty by enjoying a ship
If a ship makes you happy or if it helps you deal with irl problems you are allowed to enjoy and produce content for it, no one has te right to stop you from shipping something you like
You are a wonderful and valuable person and I sincerely hope you have a good life