Techie had been missing for a few days. He wouldn’t answer his comm at all, and he’d called out of work.

ask-matttheradartechnician:

It was odd that he hadn’t seen techie for days. If there was something wrong Techie would tell him so the fact that he had called out but still had t told him any reason for it left matt worried that something was wrong. He let his concerns be pushed away until it had been at least four days without seeing his best friend. At this point he knew something was up and he needed to check on techie.

Matt stopped when he came to rest in front of techies quater door. He knew the ginger was in there because he could hear him moving around. He knocked for a while but there was no answer but still he could hear movement.
“ I’m coming in.” He said
He input the code techie had given him a while ago. A sharp breath was sucked in as he saw his best friend then the scent hit his nose. Techie was in rut the whole room smelled of it. He wasn’t even aware that the redhead was an alpha but techie didn’t know that matt was an omega. The scent dampening soap may have hidden his scent but did nothing to change how his hormones reacted when presented with an alpha especially one in rut. Against better judgment he stepped fully into techies room shutting the door behind him. He told himself it was so others wouldn’t smell techies rut.

Techie was in much the same state; locked up in his room, suffering through the rut all by himself. He didn’t dare take another omega into his bed, knowing they wouldn’t mean anything. It would be a hollow coupling, a pale imitation. Matt was the only one he wanted. The only one he would ever want again.

Once Techie was safely out of rut, he resumed work. But it was torture seeing Matt in the corridors, having their eyes meet and then for both of them to immediately drop their gazes to the floor as though burned.

Several times, he almost reached out to grasp at the edge of his sleeve when they walked past each other. Was this the end of everything?

>Foxglove speaking< How are your wounds? Do you need anything?

techiehux:

“Hi, F-Foxglove!” Techie looked up from the greenhouse’s rows of crops, stopping to wipe at his nose and managing to get dirt on his face. Months of working amongst nature with his new gang had given his cheeks a rosy glow, and he’d even managed to put on enough weight to form a little pouch over his tummy, no longer skin and bones.
“I’m d-doing a lot better. I owe you my l-life,” he smiled.

Techie shakes his head, smiling. Honestly, he didn’t do anything special. And all this work kept him from overthinking, from churning over of those graphic memories he’d rather bury 6 feet under. It was impossible not to relive them…

But if he worked himself to the bone, Techie would fall into bed and pass out immediately. No dreams, thank the stars! Not even the worst ones could slip by.

“N-no, it’s… it’s my pleasure. Really!” 

(ʘᗩʘ’)

ask-matttheradartechnician:

Matt laid on his back head thrown back back arched slightly, eyes closed tightly. His lips was bit as he fiercely jerked his aching erection. The sound of his door opening made him jerk sitting bolt up in bed. Eyes flying open only to fall upon one very red faced redhead.

“T-t-t-t-Techie?”

He finally stammered out. He felt like his heart had just stopped. Hands grasping at his sheet he pulled over his naked lap and hard dick. He could feel his cheeks flushing eyes falling slightly but not wanting to look at his lap either.

“Uh,” Techie said intelligently. His eyes whirred and refocused on Matt’s covered but painfully obvious cock, throat going dry. There was a charged silence until he speaks up, stammering, “M-Matt… can I… h-help. Uh. Y-you?” 

He gestures shyly towards Matt’s lap, licking his lips. When their eyes meet, Techie’s pupils have swallowed up most of the blue. 

askarmitagehux:

techiehux:

Techie slumps before sagging over and pressing his cheek to the cool, hard surface of the table. He knew Hux didn’t mean any harm, but his enthusiasm had been somewhat dampened. “But I f-found something,” he says quietly, almost a whine.

“Oh?” Hux asked, smiling and running his fingers lightly through his brother’s hair. “That explains it a bit. Can you promise me to catch some sleep after you tell me, though?”

Techie perks up, sitting straighter and propping his face up on his elbows. “I promise! L-Listen, Armie: I was able to narrow down m-mom’s location to a manageable area! All I h-had to do was triangulate the most recent data points and then narrow and refine the search results-”

He spoke progressively faster with an excited tint to his cheeks, tripping over his words in a hurry to rush them all out so Hux could hear.

New friends (closed)

temptedbythelight:

techiehux:

Techie’s fists balled up to mirror the surge of determination he felt. Yes, he’d heard quite a bit about Kylo in his time as a technician. This would be different, though. Up close and personal…

“I’ve h-heard some stuff and seen the aftereffects,” he admits. “But I. I still… w-want this. Want you. It’s okay to sh-show me your not-so-good side, and I’ll show you mine, too.”

He smiled. “Brave of you,” he said. “What are some of the worst parts of you that you think would match mine?” He stepped in and rested his head on Techie’s shoulder. It was nice. Just having someone so willing to accept him.

Placing his hands gently over Kylo’s head, cradling him close, Techie tried not to let the genuine panic show on his face. He’d been a terrible douchebag for so many years…

With a shivering-scared heart, Techie works up the courage to say, “I was an ad-d-dict. If it got me high, I’d use it. At the time, I was married and my family… Th-they knew. I wasn’t a g-good dad or a h-husband; far from it. Lost my j-job in construction, so I n-needed to feed my habit in others ways… You could find me b-b-blowing dudes in an alleyway on any given night.”

Techie takes a deep, shuddering breath. It almost turns into an outright sob. “Kylo… I was worthless.”

Techie told me to tell that he doesn’t want to see you ever again. That you disgust him and t was a mistake to ever have dated you.

ask-matttheradartechnician:

W-w-w-wh-what? Really? I guess I should have seen this coming. No one ever loves me I’m too boring and messed up for that. At least he’s not burdened with me anymore. I was so stupid to think this could last…I’ll just go now forever.

“You’re not weak or stupid,” Techie says firmly, running his hands soothingly over Matt’s sides. Whoever is harrassing them is going to be in deep, DEEP SHIT. “You’re honest, so y-you think everyone else is too.”

Techie told me to tell that he doesn’t want to see you ever again. That you disgust him and t was a mistake to ever have dated you.

ask-matttheradartechnician:

techiehux:

ask-matttheradartechnician:

techiehux:

ask-matttheradartechnician:

W-w-w-wh-what? Really? I guess I should have seen this coming. No one ever loves me I’m too boring and messed up for that. At least he’s not burdened with me anymore. I was so stupid to think this could last…I’ll just go now forever.

What the fuck? Mattie, I never ever said that! You mean- y-you mean the universe to me, Matt. Please… Don’t listen to them. I’ve had random p-people try to make me doubt you for a while, but I know you. You’re a gentleman and a sweetheart and the love of my life. I’d never leave you (TT_TT)

“Y-y-you l-love me? You’ve never said that before.”

“I d-do, Matt. So much it scares me! I’ve never felt so st-strongly before.”

“ it-it scares me too. I love you more than I ever thought I could ever love anyone.”

Techie pulls Matt into his arms for a tight, passionate embrace. “Next time someone tries t-to start shit, come ask me directly, okay? I’d never say that h-h-horrible stuff about you!”

Techie told me to tell that he doesn’t want to see you ever again. That you disgust him and t was a mistake to ever have dated you.

ask-matttheradartechnician:

techiehux:

ask-matttheradartechnician:

W-w-w-wh-what? Really? I guess I should have seen this coming. No one ever loves me I’m too boring and messed up for that. At least he’s not burdened with me anymore. I was so stupid to think this could last…I’ll just go now forever.

What the fuck? Mattie, I never ever said that! You mean- y-you mean the universe to me, Matt. Please… Don’t listen to them. I’ve had random p-people try to make me doubt you for a while, but I know you. You’re a gentleman and a sweetheart and the love of my life. I’d never leave you (TT_TT)

“Y-y-you l-love me? You’ve never said that before.”

“I d-do, Matt. So much it scares me! I’ve never felt so st-strongly before.”

Techie told me to tell that he doesn’t want to see you ever again. That you disgust him and t was a mistake to ever have dated you.

ask-matttheradartechnician:

W-w-w-wh-what? Really? I guess I should have seen this coming. No one ever loves me I’m too boring and messed up for that. At least he’s not burdened with me anymore. I was so stupid to think this could last…I’ll just go now forever.

What the fuck? Mattie, I never ever said that! You mean- y-you mean the universe to me, Matt. Please… Don’t listen to them. I’ve had random p-people try to make me doubt you for a while, but I know you. You’re a gentleman and a sweetheart and the love of my life. I’d never leave you (TT_TT)